Limited PoV

Last night was a unique night to say the least. After going a few nights on little to no sleep I decided to take an Ambien to see if it would help. I felt some effects; My vision losing focus, minor reduction in coordination and motor skills, minor reduction in cognitive function. Shortly after feeling those My body and mind began overcompensating much like when I start to get a buzz from drinking and soon I was active and energetic, and probably less annoying than I would normally be thanks to Tokko being on Sci-Fi. What can I say, I love My anime? In the end it didn't help Me fall asleep but I did stay asleep once I was out. But all this isn't what I really wanted to mention.

Last night once Wwe went to bed she began fondling Me and quickly moved on from gentle teasing to a more wanton touch. Maybe it was in part thanks to the Ambien, but I give credit more to My aggression building over such a prolonged period for what happened next. I tossed down the sheets and told her to 'get down there' which she did without too much fuss, laying her head on My stomach for a close view of when I would climax. Normally this is all I ask for or force...normally.

This time it wasn't enough and I promptly started forcing her head lower, being none too gentle as I made her take My cock into her mouth. Once I felt her lips around it I began gripping her hair and pumping her head up and down unmindful of the occassional scrape of her teeth or gagging sound she made. Normally I prefer slow gentle oral to build to a potent release, but again I think and feel that all My pent up desires from being refused and denied so often had finally built to an apex. When I did finally fill her mouth with My cum I was torn between holding there forcing her to swallow before shoving her aside and just letting her go spit it out like usual. After keeping her there long enough to insure it was finished I let her go.

I will openly admit I enjoyed forcing her, and if things continue as they are it might end up happening more often. Honestly I'm supprised I lasted this long without being more forceful, despite all the urges to rip/cut cloth barriers off and take what I want. The only thing that worries Me after the fact is her feelings. In the moment I admit I don't particularly care what they are but that is the nature of the beast. Last night after Wwe [or should it be I] finished she rolled over and slept on her side of the bed rather than curl up next to Me. This morning though she didn't pull away when I moved close [despite pressing/rubbing something hard against her rear]. So I'm left to either assume she enjoyed it on some level or assume shes complacent with what happened knowing things could have been worse. I guess I'll find out later when this is read.