Limited PoV

Last night was a unique night to say the least. After going a few nights on little to no sleep I decided to take an Ambien to see if it would help. I felt some effects; My vision losing focus, minor reduction in coordination and motor skills, minor reduction in cognitive function. Shortly after feeling those My body and mind began overcompensating much like when I start to get a buzz from drinking and soon I was active and energetic, and probably less annoying than I would normally be thanks to Tokko being on Sci-Fi. What can I say, I love My anime? In the end it didn't help Me fall asleep but I did stay asleep once I was out. But all this isn't what I really wanted to mention.

Last night once Wwe went to bed she began fondling Me and quickly moved on from gentle teasing to a more wanton touch. Maybe it was in part thanks to the Ambien, but I give credit more to My aggression building over such a prolonged period for what happened next. I tossed down the sheets and told her to 'get down there' which she did without too much fuss, laying her head on My stomach for a close view of when I would climax. Normally this is all I ask for or force...normally.

This time it wasn't enough and I promptly started forcing her head lower, being none too gentle as I made her take My cock into her mouth. Once I felt her lips around it I began gripping her hair and pumping her head up and down unmindful of the occassional scrape of her teeth or gagging sound she made. Normally I prefer slow gentle oral to build to a potent release, but again I think and feel that all My pent up desires from being refused and denied so often had finally built to an apex. When I did finally fill her mouth with My cum I was torn between holding there forcing her to swallow before shoving her aside and just letting her go spit it out like usual. After keeping her there long enough to insure it was finished I let her go.

I will openly admit I enjoyed forcing her, and if things continue as they are it might end up happening more often. Honestly I'm supprised I lasted this long without being more forceful, despite all the urges to rip/cut cloth barriers off and take what I want. The only thing that worries Me after the fact is her feelings. In the moment I admit I don't particularly care what they are but that is the nature of the beast. Last night after Wwe [or should it be I] finished she rolled over and slept on her side of the bed rather than curl up next to Me. This morning though she didn't pull away when I moved close [despite pressing/rubbing something hard against her rear]. So I'm left to either assume she enjoyed it on some level or assume shes complacent with what happened knowing things could have been worse. I guess I'll find out later when this is read.

A Drought Near An End

I've been bad [read exhausted] and haven't blogged in some time. Given My propensity to mention the sexual drought that's swept through My lovelife its only fitting I mention the good as well. In fact I would hate not to mention it and let everyone think that there is nothing but bad mojo in this house. Without further adue...

Several days ago Wwe had an appointment with WIC to insure the state flips the bill for formula. What came after the wifey got off work made the 3 freaking hours Wwe were in the clinic worth it. Since the appointment started around their nap time and it took more time than Wwe were expecting it was past the time I usually wake them up so I laid them down when Wwe got home and let them nap until nearly 7.

The wifey gets off around 5 usually and home around 5.5 so for most of that 1.5 hours the kids were out Wwe just sat on the couch relaxing. The light touching of My legs was nice and soothingly enjoyable...but then came the nails. Scraping. Stabbing. The first sign that more was to come. A substantual part of Me was hoping for oral considering how closer her face was to there as she continued, but I was not about to force it or mention it openly considering how much time and effort she was putting into one of the best hand jobs she's given in a long time. Infact the only one better than it was one where she made Me climax without Me having to assist. I was close this time, but by the time I was nearly there I'm sure her arm and wrist were getting tired and I have no shame in finishing what she starts if she joins in.

The next day I was woken to a hand job while the kids slept peacefully, even the DD [8m] who is usually up with or before Uus. Needless to say she's bought a few more weeks of patience on My part, though I'll not complain if she does more before that time is up.

Well that is all for now, Wwe'll see if I post anything about Mother's Day next week.